Saturday, February 24, 2007
OFSE results
Remember the OFSE I mentioned a few post earlier (look down, it's not that hard to find cause I only have a few posts anyway)?? Well, the results are out.
Financial Administration - 88 (B)
Business Administration - 92 (A)
Tourism Management - 91 (A)
Marketing - 75 (B)
Food and Beverage Service - 92 (A)
Giving me and average of 88. Which is a B, obviously, and only 2 points short of an A. But anyway, I'm content. At least I didn't get any C's, and 3 A's out of 5!
I did however expected an A for Financial Administration because I did well on it - even the examiner agreed that time. But it was an open note exam, with only one question that was pure our thought - on analysis, so I'm guessing they didn't give out any A's, and if the guess is right, then an 88 is about the nearest I could get to the perfect score!
And marketing... geez... I'm so lucky to get that B! I screwed it up big time. I went blank the moment I read the questions and sort of winged my whole answer! And did I mention I'm just one point above the C?
The A's... well... what can I say... they're A's!! Of course, I could've nailed a higher point, but I did well, didn't I?
So yeah... now it's just the thesis... I'm hoping for an A for it, but unfortunately I don't even have an outline for it as of yet. But maybe miracle happens :P
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
CSI is coming to town!!
Lately I've been totally into watching CSI, all series, and on top of that ER, Numb3rs, and I think I might be seriously attached to Grey's Anatomy as well. But CSI remains my utmost favorite!
And the best part is that tonight AXN is playing the latest season 7 for the first time. Woohoo... new season means something new to look forward to! You see, I was a late bloomer for being a fan of CSI, so all I got was the dose of episodes they aired on AXN. It would be just awesome to follow a whole episode!!
Meanwhile, I would just love to get my hands on the earlier seasons DVD, that would be as cool as having the Charmed DVDs :P
AXN and Indovision will be giving out those DVDs as contest prizes tonight!! WOOHOOO... definitely must join!!!
And I'd really love the DVDs for ER as well. Oh, and Prison Break just for the reason because everyone is talking about it and I haven't even got a glimpse. I also have the set of Hotelier VCDs ready for me to watch. Hotelier is a Korean drama set around the life of hoteliers, so that is just sooo interesting!
Hmm... with so many things to watch, it's sad that I only have a week holiday. There just won't be enough time. I still have my room to clean up, and some websites to work on, but luckily the room can wait because before I can clean up some 'hardwork' needs to be put in to fix the ceiling and other things.
Anyways, I think I better get something to eat cause I am sooooo.... freakiing.... hungry!!
Friday, February 16, 2007
I...
am: tired
want: to sleep
need: rest
crave: jco donuts
love: you?
hate: having to sit here
kinda: want to be upstairs instead :P
did: 4 of my ofses...
feel: bored
miss: singapore
am annoyed by: the fact that I forgot the temperature to serve port
would rather: buy teddies than food
am tired of: being tired
will always: be me
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Umm... Happy Valentine's Day!!
I have just read a mail which gave me the shock of the day. Apparently a friend of mine (and my mom's) went and asked her about my boyfriend... and I was keeping it a secret!! Duh. I am seriously doomed... This, ladies and gentlemen, has been the thought hovering over me everyday since I accepted the guy. How to break the news to my mom? And stupidly enough I kept on deciding to keep it a secret, when I should've just told her and things would (probably) be fine. Or at least better than it will be soon. I am sooooooo stupid.
On the other hand, the thought that's been hovering over me also involved letting go of the other part of my dillema, aka the boyfriend, but I still haven't found the way to do that. Not because I love him too much but because he loves me too much, and the truth is it hurts when you know someone loves you so bad and you don't love them as much (or even half of it).
Yeah, so in a way I guess you could say I'm in a whole lot of mess, all of which I created myself and I seriously don't know what to do about it. I shouldn't have done it, that's the point. It's like, every milestone that involved a choice, I had chosen the wrong step from the beginning.
First, upon him asking - should've said no. Why did I say yes? Honestly because I was afraid to lose him. Because I enjoyed having his attention. Because I didn't know how to say NO. In fact I didn't say yes. I just sort of held his hand and that was that.
Second, about telling my mom - should've just went and told her 'hey mom, guess what? I have a boyfriend now!' but that was easier said than done. I don't have the courage. I don't have the words. I spent every possible moment thinking 'let's break the news now!' but I just couldn't get it out of my mouth. I feel awful. Lying, keeping a secret I want to get rid of but couldn't. And the worst thing is... I don't know why I can't do it. What am I afraid of? It's my mom, for goodness sake, the one person I should trust with everything in my life, the one person I could trust with everything in my life. This is so sad. So devastating. And all because of me.
Third, about letting the boyfriend go - how could you break up with a good guy? I tried to make him break me up instead, but that will never work for he vowed he won't break me up unless I break him up. Do I have the courage to break him up? No. Same case as telling my mom, I just wouldn't be able to get the words out of my mouth. Because it will break him. And breaking him would break me. But not breaking him is breaking me too. Just like telling my mom (now) will break her. And breaking her would break me even worse. And not telling her... is breaking me more and more every second.
End of the line? What should I do?? It feels good to finally be able to pour out my heart. But what use is it for the situation. I know what I should do is talk to my mom. But I can't. It's just awful. And it's Valentine's day. Duh.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Okay, here I go...
This has got to be the 5th something time I'm writing a start-up post!
Is it THAT hard to start a blog after so long of not blogging? Yeah. So it seems. But I'm determined. I need to blog. Even if I haven't blog for soooo many years... umm... no, actually I think it's only a few months, but you get my point :P
Hmm... let's start with a report of today! As usual, Saturday is me-and-mom day, and this week it was extra special because we went to Mall Taman Anggrek to buy teddy bears!!! And not just any teddy bears, these are teddies I've been practically dreaming about since the last time we were there. The catch, however... mom is going to keep some of them until a 'more appropriate time' -- which includes if I get straight A's for my OFSE (that's Oral Final Study Examination) which is starting on Monday!!
With that said, I think I better get to study. Seriously.
Oh, for your amusement, meet Beckett...
For the story bout Beckett, you'll have to wait for my Bear House project to finish... hahahah... but I have no idea when that will be :P
